ArielHowell

Let me ask a question. How long do you think it is okay to mourn before it is time to move on? One week? Two weeks, Three? See my Grandma just died last Sunday. I broke down after receiving the news on the phone. I told my friends. I told my other half. I cried for about 30 mins then my other half got off work, he came home, Took me out and proceeded to get the next 5 days off to be at my side. In this short amount of time so much happened. My cousins called me to lend me there ear and talk about it. I went to be with my friends a bit cause they wanted to get my mind off what was bothering me. It meant a lot. I kept busy. I kep

I remember the time that I spent with you. I remember the smile you would bring to my face. I remember the time that you took to reassure me that I would find my place. You extended your hand out to guide me, You extended it out to lift me up, You extended it out and just left it there so I knew you would always help. You took me on such grand adventures. You told me I could be anything. You fueled a fight within my heart that still burns within me this day. Now I will always remember even though your life has faded. The smiles, the laughter, the journey you took me on. The hands that reassured me even when I lost my way.

You know that time when you said that the one I love doesn't work as hard as you not to compare you to him? Do you know how angry that made me feel? No? Well, here is what I wanted to say to you. Here is how I truly felt. The one I love might not have one job like you do. He might not bring in nearly 20 dollars an hour like you do. But the one I love bought me a nice car something you said you would help me do. The one I love works 2 jobs working nearly 50 hours a week at times just like you do. The one I love bought me clothes and takes care of me. Something you use to do. So you know how you act like he isn't as good as you. You